求翻译：毕业以来，一直努力着适应新的环境，现实和梦想有很大的距离。曾经想辞职考研，可又让家人担心，毕竟家庭不富裕，我年龄也不小了，应承担起责任。最终决定一边工作一边备考，昨天给妈妈电话，将我的想法告诉家人，也好让家人心安。是什么意思？

Since graduation, has been trying to adapt to the new environment, the reality and dreams have a great distance. Had wanted to resign Kaoyan, letting his family to worry about, after all, the family is not wealthy, my age is not small, should bear the responsibility. Final decision while working pro

Since graduation, has been trying to adapt to the new environment, the reality and the dream has a great distance. I would like to resign the R&D, you can also let their f