求翻译：我不想过现在这样的生活 我也不想再经历过往的事情 我不知道该怎么办 我只能自己一点一滴的慢慢的去适应和改变自己 让自己做的更好一点 只有这样 我才能达到我要的目标和实现我的理想是什么意思？

I do not want this kind of life I do not want to experience the past things I do not know how to do to fend for themselves bit by bit slowly to adapt and change themselves to do better is the only way to achieve I want to target and achieve my ideal

I do not want to have a life now so I do not want to experience the things that I don't know how to do all I can own a little bit of time to adapt and change their own to do a better job themselves only so I can achieve what I want to target and achieve my dream

I had not thought the present such lives I not to want again to experience the passing matter I not to know how should manage better one aspect which I only can own bit by bit slowly adapt and change oneself let oneself do only then I to be able to achieve like this I want the goal and realizes my i

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