求翻译：我不喜欢说话却每天说最多的话，我不喜欢笑却总笑个不停，身边的每个人都说我的生活好快乐，于是我也就认为自己真的快乐。可是为什么我会在一大群朋友中突然地就沉默，为什么在人群中看到个相似的背影就难过，看见秋天树木疯狂地掉叶子我就忘记了说话，看见天色渐晚路上暖黄色的灯火就忘记了自己原来的方向是什么意思？

I do not like talking that day, but most, I do not like laughing always laughing, everyone says around my life so happy, so I also think he really happy. But why would a large group of friends suddenly on the silence, why in the crowd to see a similar back to sad, to see the leaves fall off trees an

I do not like but speaks up every day, I do not like that smile, but it always laughing beside everyone said they were my life happy, and then I would think that they really happy. But why should I be in a big group of Friends, when suddenly the silence in the crowd, see why a similar silhouette on

I do not like speaking every day said actually most speeches, I do not like smiling always smile not to stop actually, side each people all said my life well joyful, therefore I also think oneself really joyfully.But why can I silence suddenly in a big group of friend, why saw in the crowd a similar

I don't like but said most things every day, I don't like laughter was always laughing, everyone around me saying my life so happy, so I feel really happy. But why am I in a large group of friends suddenly, silence, why in the crowd to see a similar back sorry, see trees in autumn leaves frantically

I do not like talking that day, but most, I do not like laughing always laughing, everyone says around my life so happy, so I also think he really happy. But why would a large group of friends suddenly on the silence, why in the crowd to see a similar back to sad, to see the leaves fall off trees an