求翻译：这种感觉很不好。我总是害怕被她知道，原本应该很快乐的事情变得一点都不快乐，因为害怕。我害怕有一天所有人都知道了，好像是我破坏了你们，我仿佛是一个坏蛋。我不想这样。是什么意思？

This feeling is very bad. I'm always afraid that she know, supposed to be very happy things that are not happy, because of fear. I'm afraid one day everyone knows, it seems that I have destroyed you, if I was a villain. I do not.

This kind of feeling is very good. I was always afraid of being what she was supposed to be a great joy, the things are not at all happy, because they were afraid. I am afraid that one day all people are aware of this, it seems I destroys you, and I dreamed I was a bad guy. I do not want to do that.

This kind of feeling is not very good.I always am afraid by her was known that, should the very joyful matter become originally is n

It feels very bad. I was always afraid that she knew, should have been very happy things are unhappy because of fear. I'm afraid that one day everyone knows, like I'm destroying you, I seem to be a bad guy. I hate to be so.