求翻译：这个假期是老天对我的考验么，那这种生活何时该结束，这么多这么多天我都忍下来了，可是想想就觉得难过，我已经乖乖的待在家了，我失了许久未见朋友的约，我已经很无奈的把自己推向难受的境地，可是还要我怎样，怎么能这样逼我，真的好难过，这种行为不觉得可笑么，到底我是孩子还是你是孩子，呵呵，好绝望。是什么意思？

This holiday is God on my test, that kind of life when the end, so much for so many days I have put down, but think I felt sad, I have obediently stay at home, I lost a long time no friends about, and I've been very reluctant to push the uncomfortable position, but also how I, how can this force me

This holiday is heaven for me, and the test that this way of life, and when the end so many so many days I have got the Ninja, but think about it, I have been sad to be at home in bow, and I lost a very long time did not see friends, and I have been very reluctant to push their own painful situation

This vacation is the heaven test on my, when does that this kind live this conclusion, such many such many days I all endured down, but thinks thought sad, I obedient treating in the home, I has already lost had not seen the friend for a long time approximately, but I already very pushed to oneself

This holiday is God on I of test Mody, that this life when the end, so more so more days I are bear down has, but wanted to wanted to on think sad, I has obediently of pending at home has, I lost has long is not see friends of about, I has is helpless of to own pushed uncomfortable of situation, but

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