求翻译：每次，当时都是比较生气，更失落。我感觉什么都比我重要一样，总之现在跟当初不一样了。说不出来，即使说了也没什么意义。除了无奈，失落，就是失落，无奈。是什么意思？

Each time, when are more angry, more loss. Important than what I feel, like me, in short, are not the same with the original. Unable to speak, even to say it is really meaningless. In addition to frustration, loss, that is lost, helpless.

At that time, every time there is a more lively, more lost. I have the impression that what is important, as more than I did as he was not the same as in short now. That said, even if not also meaningless. In addition, helplessness, hopelessness and helplessness is lost.

Each time, at that time all compares the vitality, loses.I felt anything is more important than me is same than, in brief with initially is now dissimilar.Cannot say, even if said also does not have any significance.Except the helpless, loses, is loses, but.

Each time, is quite angry at that time, but lost. What I feel is important to me, but now is different from the original. Not speak, even if said it doesn't make sense. In addition to the helpless, lost, is lost and helpless.

Each time, at that time all compares the vitality, loses.I felt anything is more important than me is same than, in brief with initially is now dissimilar.Cannot say, even if said also does not have any significance.Except the helpless, loses, is loses, but.