求翻译：如果这一分钟我就死了，又有谁在乎？不会有人在乎吧！对所有人而言我都是可有可无的，我习惯了！不是我总想着死亡而是已经没有活下去的理了，难道不是吗？是什么意思？

If I died this minute, who cares? No one will care about it! I are dispensable for everyone concerned, I used to! I always think of death but is not no reason to live, and is not it?

If I died this minute, and then have who care about?Know nothing about someone care! to owner I am all not essential of, I become accustomed to! not is I always want to die but BE have not live to descend to go to of manage, difficult way BE not?

If these minute I have died, also some who do care about? Cannot some people care about! Me speaking of all people all is dispensable, I was used to it! Was not I is always thinking the principle which but the death has already not gone on living, not right?

If the minute I died, and who cares? No one cares about it! For all the people I was easy, I'm used to! Not that I always wanted to die but have had no reason to live, isn't it?

If the minute I died, and who cares? No one cares about it! For all the people I was easy, I'm used to! Not that I always wanted to die but have had no reason to live, isn't it?