求翻译：这种爱看似单薄和辛酸， 却足以让她勇敢得像个英雄，当她用铁锹砸向要掐死莱拉的鞋匠时，玛丽雅姆身上的女性意识彻底觉醒，不仅是她这么多年被的一种反抗和爆发， 更是一种爱的爆发。是什么意思？

This love may seem thin and bitterness , but enough to make her like a brave hero , when she threw a spade want to strangle Laila shoemaker , female consciousness awakening Mariam body thoroughly , not only is she being so many years

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This kind of love looked resembles is frail and is bitter, sufficiently lets her be brave actually looks like a hero, when she uses the shovel to pound to must choke to death Lila the shoemaker, on the Mary elegant mho body female realizes thoroughly awakens, not only is her such many years one kind

This kind of love that seems thin and bitter, yet brave enough to make her look like a hero when she hit it with a shovel to kill Lyra when Shoemaker, Mariam who complete awakening of female consciousness, not only was she abused as a reaction and so many years broke out, but an outbreak of love.

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