求翻译：我确实想去美国，但不是想通过你去，我确实有很多想法，只是难于表达，这些天，我学英语都快学疯了，只想能和你交流，本来我没有那么大的动力学习英语，因为想和你说话，所以很努力是什么意思？

I really want to go to the United States, but not want you to go, I do have many ideas, but difficult to express, these days, I learned English almost crazy, and you just want to communicate, I had no motivation to learn so much English, because I wanted to talk to you, so very hard

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I want to go to US truly, but is not wants to go through you, I have very many ideas truly, only is difficulty with expresses, these days, I studied English quickly study to be all insane, only wanted to be able to exchange with you, originally I did not have that big power study English, because wa

I really want to go to the United States, but not want to go, I do have a lot of thought, but are difficult to express these days, my English is going crazy, I just want to communicate with you, I don't have that much power to learn English, because we wanted to talk to you, so it is very hard

I really want to go to the United States, but not want to go, I do have a lot of thought, but are difficult to express these days, my English is going crazy, I just want to communicate with you, I don't have that much power to learn English, because we wanted to talk to you, so it is very hard