求翻译：这是我真实的写照，爱你让我不能自拨，忘却却让我痛苦万分，当我回忆是你那温柔的双唇，我暗自下定决心，赌一把，爱情不是盛开的玫瑰，是那秋日的情花是什么意思？

This is my true reflection, self-love you so I can not set aside, made me forget the pain in you when I remember that gentle lips, I secretly determined to gamble, love is not roses in full bloom, is that Love autumn flowers

This is my true story, I love you so that I could not be allocated, to forget it pains me, when I recall is 10,000 , then your gentle lips, I secretly determined to gambling that rose in bloom, and the love is not the case, it is the autumn flowers

This is my real portrayal, likes you enabling me from to dial, put behind lets my pain actually extremely, when I recollect am you that gentle bilabial, I set firm resolve, to bet secretly, love is not a rose which is in full bloom, is that fall sentiment flower

This is my real-life portrayal, let me love you can't get out, to forget but I was, when I recall is your tender lips, I secretly made up his mind, a gamble, love is not a rose blooming, the Golden autumn of love and hate

This is my real-life portrayal, let me love you can't get out, to forget but I was, when I recall is your tender lips, I secretly made up his mind, a gamble, love is not a rose blooming, the Golden autumn of love and hate