求翻译：我恐慌了，我以为我缺钱只是为房子那个巨额的数字，总有一天会实现，可是，现在…身为会计却对自己的账目一片混乱，花钱没数沦为拿不出房租的地步。是什么意思？

I panicked, I thought that my money just to house the huge numbers, will one day realize, but now ... but then their accounts as the accounting mess, spend a few did not get the rent reduced to the point where .

I panic, I thought that I was short of money just to house the huge figures, will one day be achieved, however, it is now ... as accounting for their own accounts, and spent a lot of confusion with no money, no few reduced rent.

I have been panic, I thought I am short of money am only for house that large amount numeral, can realize one day, but, now…The body for accountant to an own account confusion, spends actually has not counted degenerates into cannot put out the house rent the situation.

I panicked, I thought I was short of money just to house the large numbers, will come true some day, but now Being accounting but on own account was in chaos, money no don't pay level.

I panicked, I thought I was short of money just to house the large numbers, will come true some day, but now Who are accounting for their own account was in chaos, spend money not to come up with the rent level.