求翻译：我在很多时候的感觉和选择都是矛盾的，常常在犹豫不决和纠结徘徊的时候失去很多东西，也落下很多遗憾，最后想到的还是后悔。如今这条路，我忘了方向。是什么意思？

I often feel and choice are contradictory, often indecisive, and seemingly lost a lot of things when wandering, but also down a lot of regret, the last thought or regret. Today this road, I forgot direction.

I am in a lot of time and choices that are feeling, and often in a contradiction of hesitation and intertwining of time wandering around lost a lot of things, but also left a lot of regret or remorse, and finally thought. Now, I forgot this road direction.

I in every so often feeling and the choice all am contradictory, frequently in indecisive and intertwines the time which paces back and forth loses very many things, also falls very many regrettable, finally thought regret.Now this road, I have forgotten the direction.

I often feel and choices are contradictory, often hesitant and wandering tangled when losing a lot of things, also fell a lot unfortunately, last thought or regret. Now this road, I forget.

I often feel and choices are contradictory, often hesitant and wandering tangled when losing a lot of things, also fell a lot unfortunately, last thought or regret. Now this road, I forget.