求翻译：我对你的事情总是有太大的好奇心，忍不住会去查看的qq，然而结果是一次次的让自己尝受心痛的感觉。。。。。为什么要欺骗我，多希望自己能不那么在意你。。。。别人总以为我们很幸福，却不知道这里的心酸！是什么意思？

I always have something for you too much curiosity, could not help but go see the qq, but the result is a time to try by yourself the feeling of heartache. . . . . Why do people cheat me, not so much want to care about you. . . . People always thought we were very happy, but do not know where the sa

There are always things that I am against you, but can't help but be too big a curiosity to see qq, the result, however, is a time to let their own taste of the pain of feeling. . . . . Why is it necessary to deceive me, you don't care much about wish they could be. . . . Others thought that we are

I always have the too big curiosity to your matter, cannot bear qq which can examine, however the result is one time lets oneself undergo the grieved feeling.。。。。Why has to deceive me, hoped oneself can not that care about you.。。。Others always thought we are very happy, does not know here feeling sa

I always had too much curiosity for what you, could not help but to view QQ, however the result is again and again allow ourselves to taste the feeling of heartache.. ... Why would you lie to me, wish I could not care about you so. ... Happiness people thought we were but not know sad!

I always had too much curiosity for what you, could not help but to view QQ, however the result is again and again allow ourselves to taste the feeling of heartache.. ... Why deceive me, wished himself could not then care about your .... Happiness people thought we were but not know sad!