求翻译：我现在很难过。可是有一个人他不会知道，我也知道他根本不值得我如此难过。甚至我自己也不知道为什么会是这样。我不知道自己这样还能坚持多久，我累了，我好累，来自心里的。特别希望被抱着！或者能握着我的手不要离开我。我不要哭，但是最后还是忍不住地哭了！没有一封给我的信、没有一个电话、没有mail、甚至没有临走时的信息，他走了、无情地伤害了我之后然后再绝情地走了。我知道我可以找到他，可我似乎还是希望他自己可以走出来或和我打个招呼。朋友们们都说我变了，变安静了，因为我没有告诉他们，因为回忆让人如此痛苦。是什么意思？

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I am now very sad. But there was a person he would not know that, and I also know that he is simply not worth I am so sorry. Even I myself do not know why it would be like this. I do not know how long we will be able to do it yourself to do it, and I was tired, I am tired, and from the heart. The ho

I very am sad now.But has a person he not to be able to know that, I also knew he simply is not worth me being so sad.Even I did not know why can be this.I did not know how long oneself like this also can persist, I have been tired, I am quite tired, come from in the heart.Hoped specially is being h

I'm sad now. But one of them he does not know, I know he's not worth me so sad. I do not even know why this is so. I don't know how long this will persist, I am tired, I'm so tired from the heart. Special wishes to be held! Don't leave me or take my hand. I don't cry, but ultimately we can't help bu

I'm sad now. But one of them he does not know, I know he's not worth me so sad. I do not even know why this is so. I don't know how long this will persist, I am tired, I'm so tired from the heart. Special wishes to be held! Don't leave me or take my hand. I don't cry, but ultimately we can't help bu