求翻译：妈妈的头发白了，小侄女和我一般高了。我才醒悟了：我这多年不记后果的追求事业与金钱而虚度年华，至今还是孤身一人，愧对母亲。我愚蠢是什么意思？

Mother's hair white, small niece and I generally high. I was disillusioned: I do not mind the consequences of this for many years to pursue a career and money wasted years, it remains alone, unworthy mother. I am stupid

My mother's hair white, small niece and I generally high. Only then did I wake up: I do not remember the many years of looking for a career consequences with money, and my life worthwhile, still alone, unworthy of the mother. I am so foolish

Mother's hair has been white, the little niece and I general was high.I have only then awakened: My this many years do not record the consequence the pursue enterprise and the money waste one's best years, until now all alone, ashamedly to mother.I am stupid

MOM's hair white, small niece and I were generally high. I didn't wake up: the consequences of my memory for years to pursue a career and money wasting, is still alone, feel ashamed in front of his mother. I'm stupid

MOM's hair white, small niece and I were generally high. I didn't wake up: the consequences of my memory for years to pursue a career and money wasting, is still alone, feel ashamed in front of his mother. I'm stupid