求翻译：他还不在身边，更觉得日子是度日如年啊，他带给我的伤害什么时候才能完全忘却，真的时间可以解决一切吗？有时候真希望自己失忆，谁都不认识最好！而后自己重新开始新的人生！有时候真的感觉好累，好痛苦！好难受！好想找回原来的自己，开心的自己！像小燕子一样拿得起放得下的自己！是什么意思？

He is not around, but that day is Day Break ah, he brought me to completely forget when hurt, really time to solve everything? Sometimes I wish I memory loss, who do not know the best! Then re-start their new life! Sometimes really feel tired, a good pain! A pain! Really want to get back their origi