求翻译：如果可以的话,我真的不想离开,因为我真的不舍得这个这里,这里有着我很多回忆,很怕离开一段时间就连那段回忆也忘记了,他的样子一日一日在我脑海里淡化,真的不想有一天我去了天堂见到他都不认识了。是什么意思？

If so, I really do not want to leave, because I do not really willing to this here, I have a lot of memories here, afraid to leave the memories of that period of time even to have forgotten, and his appearance on the 1st day in my mind dilute, one day I really do not want to see him go to heaven do

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If may, I really do not want to leave, because I really do not give up this here, here has I very to recollect, feared very much left a period of time that section of recollection also to forget, his appearance on first on first desalinated in my mind, really did not want one day me to go to the hea

If I may, I really didn't want to leave, because I'm really not willing to this here, here with me a lot of memories, is afraid to leave for a while even those memories have forgotten, he looks day in my head one day fades, really don't want to see him one day I went to heaven do not know.

If so, I really do not want to leave, because I do not really willing to this here, I have a lot of memories here, afraid to leave the memories of that period of time even to have forgotten, and his appearance on the 1st day in my mind dilute, one day I really do not want to see him go to heaven do