求翻译：我在你面前有些话就没法说怕说了只后我和你就保持不了这样的关系了如果是那样我宁愿就保持我们现在的关系因为我怕失去你真的我第一次有这种感觉是什么意思？

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I stand before you on some of his words could not afraid to say that the only after you and I have had to maintain the relationship if that be so I would prefer to maintain the relationship we now because I am afraid of losing you really the first time I have had the same feeling

After I some speeches have no way in front of you to say feared said only I and you could not maintain such relations if is such I rather maintains us now the relations because I feared lost your really me first time to have this kind of feeling

In front of you there's something I can't say that I only could not maintain such a relationship with you in that case I would rather keep our relationship because I was afraid of losing you now really the first time I have this feeling

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