求翻译：我讨厌现在的生活，好事情非常的无奈，意想不到的话语，听到时是多么的心冷，觉得自己所做的一切都是多余的，即便是真心的付出听到这样的话也觉得没有如何必要，失望中得绝望，悲剧！我恨你们，更恨我自己！！！我会笑着好好面对每一天！！！是什么意思？

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Now I hate the good things that life is very frustrated, unexpected words, and I heard what a cold, and you feel the heart are done with all the superfluous, even if it is really a pay hears How are of the opinion that there is no need to despair, hopelessness and tragedy! I hate you, more hate myse

My repugnant present life, the good matter unusual helpless, the unexpected words, hear when is how cold-hearted, thought oneself does all are unnecessary, even if is the sincerity pays hears such speech also to think how essential, disappointed hasn't despaired, tragedy! I hate you, hates me!!! I c

I hate my life now, good thing but unexpected words, when you hear how cold it is, feel that they have done is superfluous, even really pay to hear the case would have decided there is no necessary, disappointment was in despair, tragedy! I hate you, hate myself!!! I will face each day with a smile!

I hate life now, good thing is the frustration, unexpected words, when you hear how cold heart, that he has done everything superfluous, even if the pay is really hear how it felt not necessary, the disappointment was despair, tragedy! I hate you, but hate myself! ! ! I will take a smile to face eve