求翻译：到最后还是不明白自己在坚持什么，明明不是个固执的人，有时候却做得那么的绝决。固执的坚持换来的不是希望，却是万般的难受。还是那样的能轻易地因为一件小事带来情绪的波动，多想不在意，却偏偏没来由的拼命地想。是什么意思？

To finally do not understand what they are upholding what is clearly not a stubborn man, but sometimes absolutely must do so. Stubborn insistence in exchange for not hope, but it is worth the discomfort. Or the like can easily bring about a trivial matter because of fluctuations in mood, more like d

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To finally did not understand oneself is persisting any, is not obviously a tenacious person, sometimes actually does such certainly definitely.The tenacious insistence trades is not the hope, is actually all kinds discomfort.Such can easily because a minor matter brings the mood the undulation, man

In the end still not understand what he's upholding, obviously not a stubborn person, sometimes doing so must put. Stubborn persistence in exchange for not hope, but it is uncomfortable. Was so easy because a trifle brings emotional fluctuations, think more don't care, just the desperate without any

In the end still not understand what he's upholding, obviously not a stubborn person, sometimes doing so must put. Stubborn persistence in exchange for not hope, but it is uncomfortable. Was so easy because a trifle brings emotional fluctuations, think more don't care, just the desperate without any