求翻译：是我太傻，是我太笨，不应该爱你，我已经决定爱你，可是你.....我就不应该心存善念，不应对你有真感情，真的是我错了，我不会了再也不会了，不会再有真感情。是什么意思？

I was too stupid, dumb I should not love you, I have decided to love you, but you ..... I should not feel good side, should not you have real feelings, really I was wrong I would not of never, and will not have real feelings.

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Is I too is silly, is my too is stupid, should not love you, I already decided loved you, but you .....I should not the heart save the charitable disposition, should not have the real sentiment to you, really was I mistakenly, I could not not be able, not to be able again again to have the real sent

I am too stupid, I am too stupid, you should not love you, I have decided to love you, but you ... ... I will not be good, and you should not have true feelings, really I am wrong, I will not anymore, there will be no more true feelings.