求翻译：其实每个人的心里都很孤独，只是不想去表现出来而已，恋人，是个很温暖的词，至少对与我来说是的，曾经我深爱过一女生，彼此间的相爱天地难寻，我以为她会是我的红颜，距离让我们难以抉择，最后我放弃了，是的她曾经到处的找我，听朋友说起。我心里真的好难过，想立刻打电话给她，我忍住了，自己去承受这所谓的悲伤，只是想让她找一个比我对她好的人去照顾她一辈子，这些话我没和任何人说起过，心里有座坟，埋着未亡人！她就是我心里的活死人！是什么意思？

In fact, the heart of each person are alone, just do not want to show them, lovers, is a very warm word, at least for me, I once loved a girl, hard to find love in the world between I thought she would be my roots from a dilemma, and finally I gave up, she had around me, listening to friends talking

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