求翻译：我本不该在想起你，可我一而再，再而三的被自己打败，心被刀扎一样的难受，回想起我们的过去，我无法用文字去告诉自己不可以流泪，你看，我多虚伪，即使丢了泪水心里却一直在为你的离去哭泣。你判我这一生无法忘记你，判我终身监禁，划地为牢。这个时候，你在哪里？为什么这样的时候没有你？在我最需要的时候，为什么没有你呢？难道注定了我们永远都是两条平行线吗？泪水从脸庞滑落到地上，地面上，连影子都找不到。我不敢低头，不敢低头是什么意思？

I think this should not be in you, may I again and again the victim of its own defeat, the same heart was Daozha uncomfortable, remembering our past, I can not use words to tell myself not cry, you see, I am more than hypocrisy, even if the heart has been lost in tears for your departure cry. I sent

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