求翻译：每次我都想放弃。真的想放弃。我都有点嫌弃我自己了。又他妈贱，又他妈悲哀。我就是个屁。在你眼里我什么也不是。我不想写中文。不想叫所有人看懂。。我真想放弃你。当我从来没见过你。从来没跟你接过吻。从来没疼过你。就这样吧。好吧。我放弃。我在想你的时候。你在外面开心。我还得祝你玩得开心。我真嫌弃我自己了。我操我他妈真贱。好了就这样吧。你随意......是什么意思？

Every time I want to give up. Really want to give up. I despise myself a little bit. And his mother offered, and his mother sad. I is an ass. In your eyes I am nothing. I do not want to write Chinese. Not want to call everyone to understand. . I really want to give you. I have never seen you. Never

Every time I want to give up. Really want to give up. I was a little bit too myself. Also, his mother," and his mother sad. I am a brown noser. I have nothing in your eyes. I do not want to write. All of us do not want to read and understand. . I really want to give up on you. When I you have never

Each time I all want to give up.Really wants to give up.I all a little shut out me.Also

Every time I want to give up. Really want to give up. I'm be ashamed of myself. Cheap fuck and fucking sad. I was a fart. In your eyes, I could not. I don't want to write in Chinese. Don't want to call all people understand.. I really want to give up on you. When I have never seen you. Never receive