求翻译：知道别人根本不在乎我，可以，我就是要这样，这到底是为什么，以前我可以相信，因为我想欺骗自己，时间过了就好了，但是现在，我实在是忍无可忍了，非常的过分是什么意思？

Know that others do not care about me, I is so, why, I believe, because I want to deceive ourselves, over just fine, but now I really can tolerate very excessive

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Knew others simply do not care about me, may, I be must like this, why this was, before I might believe, because I wanted to deceive oneself, the time has been good, but the present, I have really been driven beyond the limits of forbearance, unusual excess

Know other people simply don't care about, you can, I want to, that is why, I believe, because I want to deceive ourselves, time would be great, but right now, I really have had it, too

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