求翻译：一直以来，我的心情都很乱，，我也不知道是怎么回事？有很多时候？我想了很多事，但是不知道能不能实现，我也想好好读书，可我就是没有那个决心，想好好出来走自己的路，让我的家人幸福，是什么意思？

All along, I feel very chaotic, I do not know how it is? There are a lot of time? I think a lot of things, but do not know can not be achieved, and I also want to study hard, but I just do not have that determination to want to take out to go its own way, to make my family happy.

It has always been my mood is very chaotic, and I don't know what is going on? There are many times? I think a lot, but don't know if I'll be able to, I would also like to make good reading, I just don't have the resolve to come out, I wanted to do on its own, and let my family well-being.

My mood all very has been since continuously chaotic, I did not know is how a matter? Has every so often? I have thought very many matters, but did not know can realize, I also want to study well, but I on do not have that determination, wants to come out well own road, lets me the family member be

Over the years, I was a mess, and I do not know what's going on? Have a lot of time? I think a lot of things, but do not know can not be achieved, I would like to get a good reading, I just don't have the determination to try to go its own way, and make my family happy,

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