求翻译：对不起。也许他们说得对，我承认我不该这样任性，我也不想啊，但是都发生了，不能弥补了，我能怎么办？失望？逃避？我知道最好的选择是面对，可是勇气在哪儿呢？谁可以给我勇气让我坚持下去不放弃，显然很难。坚强？嘿，背后的痛只有自己知道。是什么意思？

I'm sorry. Maybe they are right, I admit I should not willful, I do not want to, ah, but have taken place, not up, how can I do? Disappointed? Escape? I know that the best choice in the face, but courage is? Who can give me the courage to let me stick to it do not give up, obviously very difficult.

I am sorry. Perhaps they are right, I admit that I do not do any sexual, ah, but I also do not want to have taken place, cannot be remedied, and I can do? disappointed? Escape? I know that the best option is to face, but courage at all? Who can give me courage so that I stick to it does not give up,

Being unfair to.Perhaps they said to, I acknowledged I should not be like this willful, I do not think, but has all occurred, could not make up, how could I manage? Disappointed? Escape? I knew the best choice is faces, but where is the courage at? Who can give me the courage to let me persist gets

I am sorry. Maybe they're right, I admit that I shouldn't wayward, and I don't want to, but have taken place, can't make up for it, I can do? Disappointed? Escape? I know that face is the best choice, but courage where were they? Who can give me the courage to let me stick to it do not give up, it i

I am sorry. Maybe they're right, I admit that I shouldn't wayward, and I don't want to, but have taken place, can't make up for it, I can do? Disappointed? Escape? I knew best choice is, but courage in you? Who give me courage makes me stick not abandon obviously is difficult. Strong? Hey, the pain