求翻译：I was almost faint from suspense, wishing this weren't happening, yet filled with a strong need to watch every detail and commit it to memory. Although the spectacle before my eyes was utterly distasteful to me at that moment, I knew that at bedtime that night I would be guiltily scouring my memory banks for this image是什么意思？

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