求翻译：　　这种生活不是我想要的，却不得不接受．心里很痛苦，却不得不忍受，不知道什么时候才能到头．这么多年了，为什么会成今天这样？不是别人的错，是自己！是自己一直不能明确自己想要的是什么，是自己对身边所谓的朋友太过信任，是自己一直在犯着相同的错误．好累，真的好累，只想要一种简单的生活，有几个知心的好友，有一个真心对待自己的人，真的就那么难吗？现在的社会就真的复杂到连一丝真情都没有吗？是什么意思？

This life was not what I wanted, but had to accept. Was very painful, but had to endure, does not know when to head. So many years, why today? Not someone else's fault, their own! Have been unable to clear what you want is too much trust in their own right around the so-called friends, he has been g

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This kind of life is not I wants, can not but accept actually. In the heart is very painful, can not but endure actually, when doesn't know can to the end. Many have such years, why been able to become today like this? Is not others mistake, is oneself! Is oneself cannot be clear about oneself wants

This life is not what I want, but had to accept. Very painful, but had to put up with, do not know when to end. For years, why is today? Not the people's fault, is your own! Is what he has been unable to define their wants is, is his so-called friends around too much to trust, is that he had been ma