求翻译：笨拙的我现在才真正都知道，你有一个属于你的她，并不是说这样我就会怎样，只是觉得我做错些啥了，被别人当成是第三者了吧！都怪我没问过，但你也没有明确的跟我说过啊，你怎么可以这样，你有属于你的她了，怎能还对我那么好，即使仅仅当我是妹妹也不可以，这样会让我觉得你是想脚踏两只船，也对不起她，你是如何想？是什么意思？

Clumsy I really know that, you have one belonging to her, not to say that I will how, just think I did wrong train of thought, by others as a third party right! Blame, I did not ask, but you did not explicitly told me that ah, how could you do, you have your, how can we be so good to me, if only I a

Awkward now I truly know, you have a part of you, she is not to say that I'm going to do, I just think that I am wrong, the stuff has been used by others as the first 3 people! All I don't ask, but you are also not clear to me, ah, how could you do this, you are a part of your her, how can I be a go

Clumsy I only then truly all knew now that, you have one to belong to your her, did not mean how like this I can, only be thought what I did make wrong, is regarded as by others is the third party! All blames me not to ask, but you also do not have explicitly to say to me, how you could like this, y

Stupid I really know now, do you have you own her, what does not mean that I will, just think what I do wrong, and by others as a third party! Strange I've never been asked, but you did not explicitly tell me Ah, how can you do this, you have your own her, how can you also so nice to me, even when I