求翻译：所以我很感激我的老师。也许我在我老师的心中并不是个好学生。这使我非常惭愧。我总是想做一些事情。但是最后我却发现这一切总是那么无济于事。我总想成为胜利者，可是事实上我总是失败，以至于我丧失自信心。是什么意思？

So I am grateful to my teacher. Maybe my teacher heart is not a good student. This makes me very ashamed. I always wanted to do something. Finally, I found this always to no avail. I always wanted to become a winner, but in fact I always fail, that I lost my self-confidence.

I am very grateful that my teacher. Perhaps I am in my teacher's mind and is not a good student. This makes me very ashamed. I always wanted to do something about it. But at last I have found all of this is always so helpful. I have always wanted to become a winner, but in fact, I have always failed

Therefore I am very grateful I teacher.Perhaps I in my teacher's heart am not a good student.This causes me to be extremely ashamed.I always want to handle some matters.But finally I discovered actually all these always that do not help matters.I always want to become the victor, but I always am def

So I am very grateful to my teacher. Maybe I should do in my teacher's heart was not a good student. This makes me very ashamed. I always wanted to do something. But in the end I found this always to no avail. I've always wanted to become a winner, but I always fail, so much that I lost confidence.

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