求翻译：我的心情现在和窗外的小雨一样阴沉。曾经为了所谓的爱情，背弃了我的第一段婚姻，把我的心完完全全的给了“他”。 可现在我得到了什么？是孤独和无尽的等待。一段没有未来的等待。也许，我应该学会放弃，学会遗忘。好久都没在感到什么是快乐。心很累，很累。是什么意思？

I feel the same gloomy and the rain outside the window. Once, to the so-called love, betrayed my first marriage, my heart completely to the "he". But now I get what? Loneliness and endless waiting. A period of no future waiting. Perhaps I should learn to give up, learn to forget. Long time did not f

I feel now and out of the window at the rain like a Joe. In order to have the so-called love, has turned its back on my first marriage, to my heart completely to the "he" was. But now I have a what? It is a lonely and endless waiting. A paragraph does not wait for the future. Perhaps I should give u

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My heart now as gloomy as drizzle outside the window. Once in order to love, has turned its back on my first marriage, gave my heart completely, "he". Now what did I get? Is a lonely and endless waiting. Without waiting for the future. Maybe I should learn to give up, learn to forget. Didn't feel wh

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