求翻译：我们总是很无奈很无奈…不知道到底是怎么了。总是失去了，才懂…一年了，真正融合了，去要离开！不舍不舍！是什么意思？

We are always very but very reluctant to SB Don't know what is. Always lost, know sth For a year, genuine integration, to want to leave! Don't care don't care!