求翻译：我知道每个人都不能把自己所想的事情做到最好，我知道我没有认真的去对待有些事，我也知道有些事明明结果已经摆在眼前，但我就是不愿意放弃，哎，没办法，我就是这么一个人。你们说我冷漠，你们说我脾气瞥，但这不是说改就能改的，其实我心里明白谁对我好，我知道该怎样去对待，我又不糊涂。我有些话都是开玩笑的，有时说错就别介意，我很少道歉，即使我错了，不过现在要改一改了，毕竟我内心想法是好的嘛。还有不到一年了，我清楚自己的任务，或者说是我肩上的责任，好吧，加油吧！是什么意思？

I know everyone can't have things they want to do the best, to treat some of the things I know I'm not serious, results and I know that some things were right in front, but I was not willing to give up, Hey, no way, I am a man. You my indifference, you say I temper glimpses, but this is not to say that change can be modified, in fact, I know who is good to me, I know how to deal with, I'm not confused. I got something fun, sometimes right in that you don't mind, I have seldom apologized, even if I'm wrong, but now you want to change a change, after all, the idea is good in me. There is also less than a year, I understand their mission, or is the responsibility of my shoulder, well, come on!