求翻译：知道你走我很难过，但是我不得不装出快乐的样子让你放心。我爱你，所以不想跟任何人分享你，但是我无能为力，我怕对你的思念会把我吞噬是什么意思？

Know you I'm sorry, but I have to put on a happy look makes you feel reassured. I love you, so don't want to share with anyone you, but I can do, I'm afraid you miss me to devour