求翻译：很不甘心，没有输了还能开心的人，因为输了才不甘心，但是我不认为输了、受伤，就是终结。只要心里坚信下次绝不会输而拼命努力的话，伤痕越多只会让自己变得越坚强，饱尝失败的人的内心才更能绽放光芒。也许我总是犹犹豫豫，暧昧不清，什么才是真正的自己也不太明白。可能只是一个有很多缺点没用的孩子，但我仍坚信，我坚信我内心的光芒！是什么意思？

Very unwilling, no lost of happy people, unwilling because they lost, but I don't think lost, injured, is the end. Desperate efforts for as long as their hearts firmly believe that the next time that you will never lose, scars, the more it will only make ourselves strong, only people who have suffered a failure of the heart can bloom of light. Maybe I always hesitate, ambiguous unclear, what were the real do not quite understand. There are many shortcomings may be just a useless children, but I still firmly believe that, I believe my heart light!