求翻译：我的一生，谁都可以不相信，但我唯独相信你，因为我爱你，我没有不相信你，只是在恨我自己，为什么我没有他那么了解你，为什么我这么无能，还有就是吃醋，我把你说的话理解错了，我当你以前喜欢过他，但你却没告诉我，所以我很生气，但我错了，现在我明白了我应该去了解你，而不是在这里怪我怪你。无论咋样，我都不会离开，是什么意思？

I of life, who are can not believe, but I only believe you, because I love you, I no not believe you, just in hate I own, why I no he so understanding you, why I so incompetent, also has is jealous, I to you said words understanding wrong has, I Dang you yiqian like had he, but you but didn't told I, so I is angry, but I wrong has, now I understand has I should to understanding you, and not in here blame I blame you. How about, I won't leave,