求翻译：我怕孤独但是总是孤独相伴，我总是患得患失。我从就没有遇到一个爱的人，我扪心的想我自己的真诚的感情有没有毫无保留的付出过呢？我真的有过的，这样的我为什么还得不到爱呢？在我的一段失败的婚姻里我总结了，没有爱情为基础的婚姻只会让两个人都很痛苦，虽然我们都努力过但是心不在一起！是什么意思？

I'm afraid to live alone but always lonely, I always required. I didn't have a loved one, I think I did their sincere feelings without reservation to pay it? I really ever had, so why would I not to love? In a failed marriage in my I summarized, without love-based marriage will only make both of them are very painful, although we have tried but not together!