求翻译：假如 我真的放弃了你 你会难过吗？我现在很累 甚至觉得自己是庸人自扰 我不知道该咋办 你的不坦白是否就是给我的提示? 我该怎么才能把你从我脑袋里赶出去？我真的不明白自己是中了什么毒？我现在徘徊在这个十字路口不知道该怎么前进是什么意思？

If I gave you: will you sad? I now feel very tired, and even that disturbs us, I don't know what that is frankly not what you give me tips? How can I turn you away from my head? I really don't know what is HIV? Now hovering at the crossroads I don't know what the way forward