求翻译：对他的了解差不多了不过不是太理想所以放弃也没什么想不开的之前是开不了口现在更没有勇气慢慢的忘记吧，我觉得他遇到我是非常幸运的是什么意思？

To understand almost the same but he is not very ideal so give up nothing can't take things too hard before opening mouth and now have no courage to forget it slowly, I think he meets me is very lucky