求翻译：吓午偶想了好多好多、尔我从认识到现在四年有余了、为何如今却变得如此？卟知什么原因我们变得疏远了、联系少了、问候也轻了；那么多年来我从未想过要对尔说那句话、、可那天我说了、我也不知道是那来的那气、、想了很久以前尔卟管有什么开心、是什么意思？

Even thought for a lot this afternoon, I recognize now that more than four years, why now? Porphyrins for some reason and we become alienated, light contact, greetings are also less; so for years I never want to say that sentence, and I said the other day, I also do not know is that of the gas, and thought for a long time ago, porphyrins have in his possession what happy,