求翻译：我讨厌被欺骗可你又一次骗了我，不是我不知道只是我不想说出来那样就没意思了，既然不可以就不要再勉强自己，放开心胸过的会更加开心！是什么意思？

I hate being deceived but you cheated me over and over again, not that I don't know but I don't want to say it was boring as, if not can barely stop yourself, let our hearts will have even more fun!