求翻译：　　非常感谢你能在百忙中回复我的邮件．在等待你回复邮件的过程中，我好紧张，害怕你拒绝我，但还是被你拒绝了．此时心中除了失望之外，还有一点隐隐作痛的感觉．有语说：明明知道是一个梦，还要去重复梦醒后的痛．整夜翻看你的资料，感觉就象和你在现实中亲密地交谈．舍不得放下，就害怕梦醒后的失落，那种心情实在难受．是什么意思？

　　Thank you can reply my mail in your busy schedule. Waiting for you reply to a message in the process, I'm so nervous, afraid you refuse me, but was refused by you. Hearts apart from disappointed at this time, still have some aching feeling. Language says: knowing is a dream, but also to repeat dream of pain. Look your information all night, it feels like to talk to you in reality close to. Reluctant to let go, afraid to dream lost, the mood is really bad.