求翻译：和你在一起我真的一点安全感都没有，有男朋友和没有男朋友根本就没有区别，以前我发过誓，不再让我自己孤单。如果你还是不反省，连道歉的话都不舍得对我说，将10月作为一个分界点，那么我就只有放过你或者说放过我自己了，我选择离开。是什么意思？

I really is safe and you do not, have a boyfriend no boyfriend and no difference at all, I have sworn an oath, no longer let myself alone. If you still do not reflect, not even willing to apologize, then I say, the October as a cut-off point, so I'll only miss you or let my own, I chose to leave.