求翻译：和你在一起，我真的一点安全感都没有，有男朋友和没有男朋友根本就没有区别，以前我发过誓，不再让我自己孤单。如果你还是不反省，连道歉的话都不舍得对我说，将10月作为一个分界点，那么我就只有放过你或者说放过我自己了，我选择离开。是什么意思？

With you, I really sense of security are not boyfriend and boyfriend, there is no difference, I have sworn not let me alone. If you still do not reflect on, and even apologize for not willing to say to me, as a demarcation point in October, then I'll only let you or let go of my own, I chose to leav

And you come together, I really do not have a sense of security at all, and had a boyfriend and not having a boyfriend before, but there is no difference between my own loneliness, do not let me. If you do not repent, even an apology, then they loath to me in October, will be used as a cut-off point

With you in the same place, my really security sense does not have, to have the boyfriend and not to have the boyfriend not to distinguish, before I had pledged, no longer lets me be lonely.If you do not engage in introspection, will apologize the speech all does not give up to me said that, in Octo

Together with you, I really had no sense, has a boyfriend, and does not have a boyfriend there is no difference, I have sworn an oath, no longer let myself alone. If you still do not reflect on, without even an apology yet for me to say, in October as a cut-off point, so I'll only let you or let mys