求翻译：我心里很明白他是不可能和我结婚的，但是我就是希望能和他生活在一起，这是多么的不理智，但是我的心是那样想的。他给了我希望，但是平日里的冷淡，却又让我不敢对他抱有希望。他真能给我我想要的生活吗？真的能一直在我身边帮住我吗？我不知道。未来的一切都是未知的。想放弃家里的一切，和他在一起，但是我又担心。是什么意思？

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