求翻译：我的的确确实是个怕麻烦，循规蹈矩的人 。我总是以为只要按着游戏规则走，一切就都在我的掌握之中。但是我才发现，事情永远不会那么简单，上帝也不会让你把一切事情都猜透！因此每当事情的发展出乎我的预料，我就习惯性地想要逃跑，想逃避。是什么意思？

I did indeed is a bother, well-behaved person. I always thought that as long as according to the rules of the game, everything is in my hands. But I came to realize that things never that simple, and God will not let you see them all! So whenever the development of things than I expected, I habitually want to flee, trying to avoid.