求翻译：我是个死要面子的人。我非常在乎别人的眼光，这让我在做事情的时候遇到很多麻烦。很多事情都想做，但是又怕做不好会被别人笑话，于是干脆什么都不做。甚至，我害怕别人指出我的错误。正是如此，我总是活在我自己的小世界里，永远长不大。是什么意思？

I'm a shabby-genteel people. I very much care about other people's eyes, it encountered a lot of trouble when I do things. Many things we all want to do, but are afraid of doing bad joke by others, and simply do nothing. Even, I was afraid someone else pointed out my error. Just so, I always live in my own little world, grow forever.