求翻译：　心神不定地坐在那里，耳边传来外面吵杂的声音，原本那里有一个机会，但是我还是义无反顾的放弃了。做好了所有的准备，就是缺少行动的勇气和实践。所谓的优秀那也只是自己对生活的一种逃避，所谓的缺点也许仅是别人不解的迷惑。我用同样的眼观看待着一切，即使是漠不关心，也不愿意表现得及其委屈。眼前有很多很多的东西让我不以为然，别人的自以为是让我厌恶，默默地看着一切，心里连一丝的泯笑也不愿给。那是别人的生活，而现在我连自己都顾不上了，还能有何反应呢？我曾经苦想过，为何别人的行为在我眼里之所以看似是那样的造作，终于明白但那也是他们的生存之道，如果缺少一个动作都会带来很多的不习惯。既然都没有相交线，很能走一道呢，这就是人们彼此间的差距。是什么意思？

　Restlessly sat, ear came the sound of noisy outside, originally there was a chance, but I still gave up. Make all the preparations, practice is the lack of courage and action. The so-called elite that would just be themselves to escape their lives, the so-called disadvantage may only be misled others understand. I look at everything with the same eye view, even if indifferent, is not willing to act and its grievances. There are many, many things I, opinionated I hate from others, silently looking at all, and perish of even the slightest smile than to. It is the lives of others, and now I own has ever gasp, would still be able to react? I've had cudgelled, why other people's behavior in my eyes appears to be that kind of work, finally understood but it is their way of life, if an action is brought is missing a lot of out of place. Now that have no intersecting lines, it can go, this is the gap between them.