求翻译：尽管膝伤未愈，却竟有这般闲情逸致，问自己为什么，我心里也很迷糊。似乎是为了迎接而作准备，迎接什么，好像是心中一份久远的期待。是什么意思？

Despite the knee injury is not more, but he had such an innocence, ask yourself why, I was also very tipsy. Seems to be to prepare for a meeting, meeting what seems to be a long expectation.